Grouch

最近聽到These Days都會出現一股莫名的 無法自拔的落寞感
一時間無法形容
先記於此... 

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I was walking around, just a face in the crowd
Trying to keep myself out of the rain
Saw a vagabond king wear a styrofoam crown
Wondered if I might end up the same
Theres a man out on the corner
Singing old songs about change
Everybody got their cross to bare, these days

She came looking for some shelter with a suitcase full of dreams
To a motel room on the boulevard
Guess shes trying to be james dean
Shes seen all the disciples and all the wanna bes
No one wants to be themselves these days
Still theres nothing to hold on to but these days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
These days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days - are fast, love dont last in this graceless age
There aint nobody left but us these days

Jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
From a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
His momma said he was crazy - he said momma Ive got to try
Dont you know that all my heroes died
And I guess Id rather die than fade away

These days - the stars seem out of reach
But these days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days are fast, love dont lasts-in this graceless age
Even innocence has caught the morning train
And there aint nobody left but us these days

I know romes still burning
Though the times have changed
This world keepd turning round and round and round and round
These days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
But these days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days are fast, love dont lasts-in this graceless age
Even innocence has caught the morning train
And there aint nobody left but us these days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
These days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days - are fast, nothing lasts
There aint no time to waste
There aint nobody left to take the blame
There aint nobody left but us these days

今年的秋天感覺來得早了些
應該是去年的氣候把整個生理感應都打亂了
才會有此感覺

中秋連假的這個星期六
走在傍晚的交大
昏暗的天色
令我好奇的想找找陰暗的角落裡
是否藏著正在調情的情侶
可惜連一個影都沒有
大概都回去孝順父母闔家團圓了吧

穿過浩然
到了大象和老鼠的雕像前
忽然驚覺
『我已經在這待了七年呀！』

大三時
生平第一次交的女朋友為了給我個驚喜
突然從台北下來
接到手機的我
立刻從系主任找係會幹部開的非正式會議蹺頭
孰輕孰重阿！

那時
牽著她穿越了浩然前廣場
雀躍的跟半路上遇到的同學大喊『米怪！這是我女朋友！』
青澀年代...

從浩然向『康莊大道』望去
猶記playboy頭剛放在那擋住視野時的不滿

曾經
棒球場邊的大草皮
學校在上頭放了幾塊大石頭
多麼的礙眼
卻也讓我照了幾張『第一次從交大畢業』的照片
後來連大草皮都沒了
工六都已完成...

七年
如果這一生能活到七十歲
在交大已經過了十分之一

而現在
我將邁入第八年...

很少有著抽跟煙然後就忘記再繼續抽下去的感覺
雖然放著燒浪費了1.5塊是頂不划算的
不過如果有這麼一個機會可以讓自己神遊太虛
那多浪費幾塊也是無所謂低

從來只覺得echo的歌純粹好聽而已
也沒認真的去聽過幾首
歌詞也就一覽而過
只是柏蒼的形象在心中一直是屬於詩人的定位

8/21現場
柏蒼在唱啥我聽不清楚
不過確有股莫名的引力將我吸附過去
是有那麼點舞台動作的感召
但絕大部分是被那道從音牆中穿出的聲音鉤住
此時作任何事都是多餘的
連將手順勢舉起吸上一口煙都害怕錯過了什麼
此時的感官
的的確確低被駕馭著

從沒有過的經歷

詩人依舊是詩人
echo這團卻已在我心中深植了一顆種子

一個曾經嘗試
卻未曾實現的夢
又被喚醒...